Lately I had been into this series of medical
examinations and I am that type of person who is not actually that comfortable
with anything medical, to put it bluntly I’m scared of it. I feel something is
not right inside and I am afraid of diagnosis. The worst is you have to wait
for few days to a week before the results will be out and the doctor will read
it to you. That span of days is like eternity of torture for me. Waiting is
scary; my mind is playing already with so many things terrible. On the other
hand, this situation actually allows me to pray and reflect more on what is of
value to God and His purpose for me. It gives me a chance to reflect also on
what area in life should I improved on and more importantly asking for
forgiveness for any shortcomings done.
Every situation indeed is a blessing if only we can
open our eyes of faith. I am still in this process of medical examinations and
what keeps me sane enough from my paranoia is God whose comforting presence is
ever true. Like the psalmist in Psalm 17:6-8 I pray, “I call on you, my God, for you will answer me; turn
your ear to me and hear my prayer.
Show me the wonders
of your great love, you who save by your right hand those
who take refuge in you from their foes. Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide
me in the shadow of your wings.” Amen.
by aats
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