I’ve heard before
someone shared to me about sin of omission, that it is a sin of failing to do
good. It can be as simple as failing to help an old person crossing the street
to failing to voice or stop a bad thing happening before your own eyes. However,
last month I realized it’s not just about failing to do good; sin of omission
is also about failing to appreciate the good. When we fail to appreciate even
the little good things that we actually have, such as the air that we breathe
and the simple fact that we can walk or talk.
This has become more
apparent to me when I got sick, “very sick” a month ago. A month before that I
was already going to numerous doctor appointments. It got worst instead and by
December I was full blown sick. And this was Christmas season, worst time of
the year to get sick. I could barely move because I was always in pain. I was
in bed most of the time. Every little movement was painful. It was hard for me
to even walk and sit.
The situation made me
look back on the things I used to do with ease and now I couldn’t, simple
things as sitting comfortably, walking without pain, and eating well. Being deprived
of it made me fully grasped what a beautiful thing to sit well, walk well and
eat well and I only realized it when it was taken away from me. I failed to
appreciate all the good things God has given me.
This is a reminder for
more sensitivity to the little things but actually very essential to quality of
life.
It also slaps me with
the truth that has always been there, “I am nothing without God!” Oh how simple
this truth is but seldom acknowledged and appreciated!
How many times we fail
to appreciate the things that are always there for us?
Lord God, sorry for
failing to appreciate the good and grant us the grace to see blessings in
everything. Amen.
by aats
amen.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that you were sick and the next post you mentioned desolation. You will be in my prayers for healing now. Thank you for giving up complacency and comfortability in order to further God's kingdom. May the Lord continue to bless you abundantly!
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